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December 31st, 2008

02:54 pm - end note to 2008 the coming year will be more annotated lol,ive not made many journal entries this year. It been a bit different the past year,though i can't pin any big amounts of activity to this past year,its still had good times and times of victory over hurdles that were set. on to the new year with a new sense of self awareness and maturity to deal with the coming challenges. Current Location: in the room where life and love are baked into bread Current Mood: happy Current Music: dido - im not angel

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February 12th, 2008

02:49 pm - gender in the womb some thing interesting :).... Nope. Actually, males NEED that boost of testosterone in utero to bulk up. Why? The male fetus, and later, infant is weaker in many ways. They recently found that about 115 male embryos are fertilized for every 100 female embryos. Why? So many of them miscarry. After that, they are in danger of having a genetic "sex-linked disorder". "Sex-linked" means mostly males get it. Why? They don't have a tiny bit of "back-up" chromosome on the end of the second X, the way girls do. Girl babies have two chances to get out of having, say, hemophilia, where boys only have one chance, and no "backup" gene to overcome it. Also, once born, males babies dies more often in the first year of life. Bigger is not better. Actually, smaller is better, from an evolutionary standpoint. Creatures tend to become as small, and therefore, as efficient as possible while being big enough to avoid predators. Brain size has no bearing on intelligence. There are more super high IQ men than women, and more super low IQ men than women. The male body is also desigend to take more risks, because, evolution-wise, you're slightly more expendable..... after a sperm deposit, your genes are passed on, but women have to live and raise a child to really pass on their genes. Sorry. I think guys are great, and I'll try not to rub your nose in it from now on, OK? Current Mood: cheerful

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December 27th, 2007

05:56 am - hello world :D *hugs* to the world :) i feel more alive :) again had some semi down times before christmas day and then a christmas of a survivable nature :) *hugs* to all that had crappy family moments. good things to come out this time £250 for my camera fund :D and new pajamas.With a new sence of things,uni breathing down and me ready to slay the beast.its not going to be easy but with a new sence life i feel its possible :) hope all is well also to do meet up with people again cus missed you :) x x x x Current Location: happy Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: placebo

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October 26th, 2007

05:44 am - question can true art be taut or is the teaching of it merley giving us the words and tools to express it ? Current Mood: artistic

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October 16th, 2007

01:10 pm - sweety sickening follow link and spread the word mars are ass wipes. http://getactive.peta.org/campaign/mars_testing_peta2?c=917f Current Mood: grrrrrr

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October 12th, 2007

10:54 am - VNV NATION :D in brum PEOPLE :D VNV NATION at Birmingham bar fly 9TH DEC ^__^ Who's coming with me ^___^ Current Mood: cheerful

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August 12th, 2007

10:21 pm - lolol You know how most packages say "Open here". What is the protocol if the package says, "Open somewhere else"? Current Mood: cheerful

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April 6th, 2007

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March 29th, 2007

09:20 am - fucking email :( by the way email account fucked :( so if you want me send iver me on my space or here :) thankyou *hugs* Current Mood: cranky

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March 21st, 2007

11:34 am - come closer To hear your words Come closer The feeling of your steps Come closer to taste the same rain as you do Come closer To look up on the same gods as you Stand closer To hear your heart Move closer To feel your warmth Draw nearer To bear your bosom Draw deeper To be your love Intermacy your hand in mine carl 06 Current Mood: creative

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March 14th, 2007

04:49 pm - an instrument needs you : P ok the call is out to all my talented musical friends :D im want to jam currention i NEED to jam in need some good sweet musical times once again.................. ive got an eletric guitar and a bass but the bass might be a temped but some solderin should fix that ill have fixed if i know people what to jam with us. it will be me on drum's,___________ on guitar ___________, second guitar,____________, vocals,_____________ on bass and any one else that thinks there instrument.it will happen at robbaner's pratice studio on the aggread date that is good for all involved so if you feel can fill those gaps please reply :) Current Mood: creative Current Music: sweeting random jamming

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01:32 pm - YEY making time :D YEY i figured out my sowing machine :D going forth and making things :D Current Mood: creative

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March 8th, 2007

08:28 pm - the moment its happened,the moment,i realised i don;t need a relationship with any one.i just realise that im happy to im not ever going to think about or look for love any more. i going to seek out friends and have good times,and i feel sooooo much more happyer for realising this :D Current Mood: excited

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March 5th, 2007

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February 28th, 2007

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February 25th, 2007

04:44 pm - change hello all :) last night was awsome and the night before that,2 nights out dressing all the way.had some cool times round beckies making the dress which was awsome, watching films and meeting new people.it was a good weekend ;) in genral feeling better and more directional,my gender issues are coming on in good speed and i feel better and more confiedents about what i want to be,its just a case of finding out enough to feel confiendences in my ablity to make big choices for my life.moving out in order to walk in though shoes is the next stage i thinks as well as seeing some one on the medical and mental side also,but getting on to that this week. im happer with uni my wonderful friends have helped me to feel and see it with a new light of thought and i think im going to better with it :) love seems to be not a thing at the moment,ive got some people interests but at the moment im more on the defining my gender than dating it would be nice to have a partener to help with the emotions but my awsome family of friends are being that to me so,unless they come looking then ill look but im not searching. a changing person can never see the end result cus it doesn;t exist yet Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: my librey

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February 22nd, 2007

09:52 pm :D feeling good and thing are not so bad :) Current Mood: cheerful

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February 21st, 2007

12:34 am - the point where it all gets better :D from this night on this week shell be awsome :D becky and dressmaking tommorow WOOT ,first time meeting amanda thurseday YEY, and anacey and first time as abbey there, and good old eddies at the newt :D so its going to be better no matter how crap uni feels right now :/ but happyness for now :D Current Mood: cheerful

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February 14th, 2007

01:13 pm - plastic hearts so it upon once again the day that which love shows its irrating side though i have shown affection on this date it was by means commercal or plastic,its a nice ideal that was corrupted by business and commercalism. so show your affections,but do in a way that none other can do be your self :) Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: type o negative blackNO 1

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February 11th, 2007

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